Must, be, motivated.

Quite a series of changes, that needs to be applied as soon as possible.

I think I should cut down alot on the time I spent rather aimlessly on the computer. To about 2 hours on the school days. Spend more times training and studying (more so studying), and knowing how to balance the time altogether. Probably 2hours of gym/normal training, at max. Shorter all the better. More socialising but studying with friends for sure. I would aim 3 hours of studying a day at least. Productive studying. Sleep early, wake up earlier, pay attention in class. Do homeworks, and practice alot.

I think there's nothing else to motivate you but yourself and yourself alone. That's the most powerful motivational tool you would ever need. Once you get that, its just how much effort you work towards your goals and all to get it all sorted out. I'm so gonna aim high for prelims, and maintain it throughout. But so far I have alot of work to do. I keep forgetting the past theories and practices that I've done, so need to keep doing to get it in my mind. Maybe my past results shows that I'm actually quite good but in actuality I'm not. And I hope I don't peak too early.

Music is seriously an addiction now. I suddenly got myself indulged in certain awesome new songs, but sadly my computer's (which is in a total wreck now) speaker is spoilt. And I can't transfer songs into my phone (which is pure sucky anyway). And I want to study with some music because its just so nice. Hope my computer would be repaired and every file and things remain fully intact. And get a new walkman phone, WOOTS.

FLORENCE AND THE MACHINE IS CURRENTLY ROCKING IT.
HIT THE LIGHTS COMES SECOND.
not forgetting all the rest. I'm starting to experience a change in my favourite genre. Drum and bass does not stood out like it did in the past anymore. INDIE ROCK.

Also, I think I'm closer to my friends now. Maybe just abit, but I think its much better then the times before. We shouldn't forget that they are one of the most important things in life, and we should cherish as much as we can now. Much less stumbling and awkwardness when talking to girls. But I should also need to know my limits when it comes to jokes and opening my mouth. Like accidentally blurting out something that shouldnt be told or being overly too bastard. YES.

OK haven't really gone into the training aspect.
My wrist is abit fucked for awhile, but its healing up I guess. Handstanding too much. ARgh. If I don't do, will feel guilty, if do, wrist pain, then guilty also. How confusing eh. Flips haven't improved too much, but I would think my frontflips are really good now. Yeah I think my trainings still abit impactful, and I lack control still in my SDC2P (like going down one especially). And I still need to give my full in each attempt, but learn not to overprepare yourself. Focus in all circumstances, still bailing unnecessarily and I want to cancel out all bails and even stupid impacted landings.

Bishan ytd was fun, but my shoe is seriously going to die. The area, maybe grippy, but still makes you slide like nothing, and the sound on each overly downwards catleaps on the walls is unforgiving to the ear, like slicing away 0.1mm of your soles each time round. I don't know really, I would hate to change my shoe as it havent even last for more then half a year yet and training at Bishan would inevitably means the tearing of soles. Should take care of my shoes more. On the brighter side, I nailed a larger cat2pre and also and SDC2P (finally). But trained abit too much, wasted alot of time with friends, something I must control now.

Gym training, muchly postponed and I doubt I would have time to have a routine or something as of now. But still would go to gym, just gonna make it short and sweet. It's going well at the moment, soon gonna work on front squat and deadlifts, pushing my bench press as well, I would think of a routine to peak somewhere around the O'levels period. Prelims and all coming right up this August, July would already be packed enough with practicals, O's listening and orals, and the 4 days jam with the UK guys, so there's really so much coming up. Planning a timetable for sure, getting myself all motivated.

I shouldnt spend anymore longer blogging, but be sure to read my "deeenester.blogspot.com" for more. AIK.