I am DAMN BORED.

Says the title.
LIKE FUCKING SERIOUSLY. ARGHHH

Pissed with poly but whatever, even more pissed with my movements. Landings are all cocked up now, I seriously need a new shoe! There's are couple of landings I remembered that buckled or landed on the arch, which I can seriously feel that goddamned impact all the way from ankles to knees, not to mention to over rounding and lean of my back.

Ever seince boxfit got closed, and never went to gym for deloading, and yesterday I struggled so hard for a 70kg squat, which is seriously warm up weights for me in the past. WTF MAN. Major regression ever since the 1rm day. Form gone haywire, shaking at the bottom of the squat, and my knee hasn't been that great as well. But all other lifts are fine. I just need to get back into gyming lifestyle. Such a hard commitment considering you are already tired from all the school shit. That's not much improvements in leg strength either. My knees are in deep shit if shit landings and shit squatting forms continues...

Need to get back to regular 3 days a week gyming but I doubt time suffices. Like I've mentioned in my personal blog, really need extreme time management. The feeling of going to poly, although can be fun with friends and all, is like going there just to wait for time to past and then you can fuck off... fucking slaves to Singapore's laws, how gay can it get?

Wallpasses still weak, no improvement in like 8 months, and really lazy to start editing videos and shit. Only have weekends to jam and I seriously need to cherish those times left. Tampines no longer and 'spot'. Like that, have to travel to Punggol to do some training, at thats like the nearest already, taking roughly 45minutes to get there. Bishan and Sengkang/Buangkok are the other options, Clarkequay too, but seriously, without castle, trainings like very mafan.

And i'm really not working towards my goals, money management isn't very good. Neither is fixing my body clock.

Fuck it, I hope this repeated cycle gets into my system soon and I'll get to train, work, study without any sense of boredom and irritation.