Monday, July 7, 2008

Quick post.

I think I'm gonna rest for another week, and possibly talk to a physio on wednesday if things doesn't get any better. For those still not in the know, read this properly, my left knee is screwed up because of those stupid incident.. 40 times++ wallpasses and yet failed to do it, repeated impacts.. which lead to those pain in the knee. My right toe is still not recovered from the sprain, because of yet another careless and stupid mistake.. but oh well, injuries are almost always accidental.

I really hope i could recover soon or not training will not be good. Its nearly 2 weeks of inactivity already, and wasted a week of supposedly strength training. But then now because of this stupid injuries things are still not very good... ahh well sucks. I really need to start training soon.

Anyway just some updates to my training. I would start about next week and spend the whole of this month, and august, sept and oct to strength train. thats like 3 and 1/2 months fully strength training and purely that. no movements at all, because it will also increases the chances of more bails and injuries, and repeated impacts. that will be to test my self discipline and determination. we all know that nov and dec is school hols so more time to train movements, but not saying im not gonna strength train at all.. im still gonna do it 3 times at least, while doing movements 2 times.. to train back my technique and everything. by then i would be alot stronger. now first thing first - get rid of injuries.

also i gotten my straighed armed climbup, and to those who are not sure whats that, its informally called the teghead's clmbup hahahahaha. its gotten consistent but that doesnt mean i should be complacent but rather continue training it. i think while i dont do movements at all.. i still have to train climbups and rolls as they are rather safe and low impact. also practicing handstands at home.. and stretch alot and eat lots more protein!

for the latest video that im working on.. its gonna be drag again and again.. feels quite irritating but no choice. by right should be done by today but then because of the lovely weather and some guys couldnt turn up, sadly have to postpone it again. i cant wait any longer... although i dont want things to be in a rush, at this rate, im not gonna finish filming at all.. awh well lets just hope that all goes well on friday and everyting its done by then, so i can stop dragging it. arghh.. i feel very irritated sia.. damn.. hais..

just a quick update which i thought would be good i dont know why.. im rushing all my words so im not speaking the "proper english" way.. and im still cp.

ye itches. shit.. i cant press b..
waitttttttt!!!


thought i'll let you know this too.
CP.\\ says (08:27 PM):
i decided
i'll stop entertaining those unserious, irritating, poser-ish, bad mindset, etc. newcomers
CP.\\ says (08:28 PM):
i will just dont care about what they say although its stupid/wrong/retarded
if they do stupid stuffs, i could just care less
i should get so irritated and fed up with those kind of things... because it doesnt matter at all to me
CP.\\ says (08:29 PM):
as i know since i got quite alot of hits thru youtube, internet.. sooner or later i'llget popular and shit.. which is sad..
CP.\\ says (08:30 PM):
more newcomers will suck up to me
i wont entertain them
you might think its unfair, bad, selfish.. but unless the newcomer is really serious and have the correct mindset and everything, then i might just think about it..
CP.\\ says (08:31 PM):
but then its usually not the case in the singapore parkour scene nowadays
people like yuanhan, zhiyang, if they talk to me i will give a very lazy reply.. i dont care whatever else
i dont wanna waste my time on those fools
why should i be so fucked up with what they do anyway, when it doesnt make any difference to my life at all
CP.\\ says (08:32 PM):
anyway yuanhan should start being independant already because he trained more then like 9months..
i started teaching him when im about 8months (including the poser months)
so yeah
CP.\\ says (08:33 PM):
i dont feel like being a very highprofile person, it could only lead to more popularity and sometimes showing off and shits like that
i give up on newcomers already
they will hardly change, im so bored of it
i shouldnt care about what those kids will say
CP.\\ says (08:34 PM):
if yuanhan wants to be a showoff, dblucy wants to progress the world fastest, zhiyang wanna be an competitive bitch, then so be it
who the hell cares anyway
just let them be
anyway its not like i never warn them
CP.\\ says (08:35 PM):
even if i didnt, they should know themselves that its stupid and wrong
but nevermind.. i keep my comments to myself
train the way i want to
stop making jams session for newcomers
stop entertaining them
keep a low profile
and relax
CP.\\ says (08:36 PM):
i really shouldnt bother


about retarded newcomers. all said and well-explained above.
next, convo with glen

CP.\\ says (09:35 PM):
i guess i know my reasons why i want many views already
few reasons
because i like making videos.. its only one wish to make the video successful by gaining more views
CP.\\ says (09:36 PM):
although its looks like attracting attention, showing off, gaining recognition and stuffs..
but then its still the no. of views (and comments, and no. of favorites) that shows how successful the vid is
i dont really have an intention to be very well-known
CP.\\ says (09:37 PM):
well yes, to certain extent, but i want to be popular at the uk scene..
because they are very inspiring.. i like those people there, and i swear im gonna meet them some day
i just wanna show them some of my videos..
but i dont wish to be very popular in the local scene
CP.\\ says (09:38 PM):
i dont like being popular actually
i really dont
and another reason is
i dont know, a sense of achievement maybe
CP.\\ says (09:39 PM):
but i know myself.. its not meant for showing off purposes.. i dont see much need to showoff
i dont really need so much attention.. whatever for
i mean.. it will only make yourself more highprofile
things wont be that nice
and besides, i know that everyone secretly wants to get more views, in some way or another
CP.\\ says (09:40 PM):
because its good to know that your video is being watched
i dont know anyone that wont argue that they dont want more views
thats what i think
CP.\\ says (09:41 PM):
i dont know.. but i know when i make a video my main intention is not to gain recognition or showoff, etc. but rather to see the outcome of the video
how nice and how well done it is to me.. and i hope to know other opinions as well, note progression, see where i can improve in anything
thats what important to me
CP.\\ says (09:42 PM):
you know that i have a long term dream of becoming a filmmaker one day
and this would be good starting point, hopefully
Glen Poh Junkie says (09:42 PM):
haha i know, dont worry i understand even if you didnt tell me now.
Glen Poh Junkie says (09:43 PM):
im very observant person :P

convo above about videos and stuffs.

hahaha

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